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Is ageing scary?


When I was 20 the idea of being 30 scared me. There was so much I had to achieve before the dreaded age of 30. Meeting the man of my dreams was one of those goals. It wasn’t that I was desperate to be loved, it was more that I felt like I would be a failure if I wasn’t married with a house and some kids by 30. Admittedly back then I thought 30 was pretty old.

As a 20 year old you think you know so much, you have this idea of what life will be at every major milestone age of your life. You imagine your career, your husband and children, it’s all there in front of you. Isn’t it?

Life has a way of just happening. Unexpectedly things kind of ‘pop up’ and suddenly your course changes. These things can create mayhem or unexpected joy. I guess a lot of the way you take change depends on your attitude towards it. Change is always difficult when you try and fight it, but if you embrace it and go with its flow it can lead you to wonderful new experiences.


Click to tweet: Change is difficult if you fight it, but if you embrace it & go with its flow it can lead to wonderful experiences 


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I think that it can be those steadfast goals we are unable to see past that can make change such a painful experience for us. When you imagine your life can only be happy if A leads to C, then when B happens in a different way than you think it should, you think you will never get to C. When you imagine your future mapped out in an exact way then you are bound to be disappointed if it doesn’t turn out that way. The thing is, there are many ways for B to unfold. You can still reach your goal, you can still get to C, it just may be a different route than you considered.

When I was in a serious relationship at 23 I thought he was the man I would marry, only plans changed and I realised this wasn’t the relationship I wanted for the rest of my life. I will admit that I was devastated, despite knowing it was the right thing for both of us and still being great friends. The hardest part was the unknown, what was going to happen and would I meet someone new? I had been in this relationship for years so it was a big adjustment leaving him.

I think a lot of the time when we grieve a loss, we are not just grieving what was, but more what could have been. We have lost a certain future and replaced it with an uncertain one.  But I decided I wasn’t going to stop living, I decided to embrace change and set myself new goals and head out on new adventures. What I didn’t know was that I would meet the love of my life 3 months later.

At 30 I looked at life differently, suddenly 30 didn’t seem so old any more, I mean at least it wasn’t 40 right? But looking back on my twenties I realised that so much had happened, yet I was in such a hurry to get married and make babies that I don’t think I really spent enough time just enjoying ‘the moments’.

Now I at 38 I am able to enjoy moments more. I don’t feel I am in such a hurry to wish my life away, and 40 doesn’t feel old any more.

40 actually seems wonderful!

At 10, the age of 20 seemed so old and wise. At 20, the age of 30 seemed so old and scary. And at 30, 40 seemed over the hill. But suddenly it all seems so silly. Worrying about age, setting goals based on how old I am, or saying I have to have done X, Y and Z by whatever age just seems ridiculous.

I am not scared to get older. I am actually excited. Another year older means another year lived. Another year lived means more awesome experiences, new lessons learned and a life lived to the fullest. 40 no longer scares me, but neither does 50, 60, 70 or even 80. And let’s face it if I make 90 I will be throwing myself a party! I look at my brother who is heading towards 50 and he doesn’t seem any older than me. I look at mother who is 67 and she is still strong and beautiful and looking for adventure. My dad who is almost 68 played at the Australian Open Tennis this year against a 16 year old club champion to prove that age has no bearing on your ability. My in laws are equally amazing in their 70’s.

My opinion of ageing has changed over the years, as has my opinion on life. I no longer set goals that I need to achieve in order to feel accomplished. I now look at everyday as a new day and a new opportunity to embrace life and live each day noticing and appreciating the little things.


Click to tweet: Look at each day as a new opportunity to embrace life. Live each day noticing the little things that make you happy. 

This weeks Friday Reflections prompts offered up the opportunity to go back and write about a prompt that I previously haven’t written about. I decided to embrace this opportunity and chose the prompt from May 8, “what does growing older mean to me”? Growing older means “living”, the older I get, the more I have lived. I love learning and growing, and getting older means more opportunities to do both of these. 

I have touched upon in my previous post Impossible to Forget and also in Fields of Joyabout the loss of my beautiful friend in her early 30’s. Losing someone you love so tragically and so young makes you embrace life in a different way. I think of all the things she misses out on every day, and I am so grateful to be here living, loving and laughing. There are days that are horrible, days I don’t feel like getting out of bed and embracing the day, in fact I want to punch some days in the face lol, but then I hear a bird singing, or the kettle boiling. My children run in and hug me, or interrupt my peaceful shower time, I see their faces, sometimes grumpy and sleepy, but most of the time smiling up at me, and I am so grateful for every moment. 

Tweet Me: So when asked what growing older means to me, I say it means I am privileged! And I say it means more chances to live, love and laugh!


Thanks for joining me, love Mackenzie xx


Want to Link Up with us this week? Here are the prompts. Find one that inspires you and start writing. Most of all have fun.

1. Would you ever consider plastic surgery?

2.What advice would you share with a room full of young women?

3. Image prompt. Reflect on this quote.


4. Bonus Prompt: Look back over the previous weeks prompts and choose to write about one you haven’t written about yet.

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Last weeks featured writer is Tara with her post about her piano tuner and about music and what has been lost in the modern world. It truly is a magnificent read. If you haven’t already read it, I urge you to take the time. The Piano Tuner.

I would also like to take this opportunity give an honourable mention to Cathy Title and her strong post Don’t Bury Me Yet! Cathy writes about being diagnosed with Cancer. He strength and positive attitude inspired us all this week, and we all wish her great health and happiness. You continue to inspire us every week Cathy xx

Linking up with Friday Reflections is a great way to find fresh inspiration for your writing and blogging. It provides you with endless ideas to write about! You have the support of other bloggers visiting your site, offering advice and support. It is a great way to connect with other passionate writers and make new and wonderful friendships! Linking up with us will also increase your site traffic and adds many more comments on your post and opportunities for your work to be shared on social media.

On top of all that Mackenzie and Janine will be putting their heads together each week and choosing their favourite post.This could be you!  If you are chosen you will be the ‘Friday Reflections featured writer‘! We will also tweet a link to your post, and a link on Facebook to let all our followers know how fabulous you are. It’s a great way to grow your personal following.

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We are so excited to begin our journey with you, to invite old friends to join us on this reflective journey, and meet wonderful new friends and amazing bloggers along the way! Feel free to Link-Up each week, or whenever you are feeling inspired.

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Ashleigh - My Meow

I am 34 this year and I think I get happier each year I grow older. Love the link up idea too. I will get on this when I emerge from the jungle in El Nido.(Literally, I am traveling!)

Mackenzie Glanville

Wow lucky you, sounds like a great adventure. Thanks so much for coming by and also leaving such a lovely comment xx


You are exactly right Mac. We can get so caught up in things that aren’t important as we age, how we look, what we haven’t got etc. That is all leveled out what we lose someone we love, and we realize what is really important in life, and that is living and enjoying each moment. Great post!

Mackenzie Glanville

Thanks so much Cathy, I really admire you so that means so much coming from you xx


Love these thoughts. Every day is a new opportunity to grow, to learn, to love. Thanks for the reminder to not take a single day for granted.

Absolutely Tara

It’s funny, I’ve always felt that I was at war with time. Not so much in the sense of numbers or how old I am, but because no matter what I do, time marches on. No matter how much I fight or how fast I run, time is ever steady and I can do nothing to beat it. Maybe at some point Time and I will meet in the middle of a field, shake hands, and become the dearest of friends. Or maybe I will fight time until my dying day, where I will look him in the eye and say, “You go me you bastard.” But either way, he marches on, and there’s nothing I can do about it.

Great post. Thanks for sharing.

Debbie Rodrigues

I am an assumed “old soul”, there is nothing I can do about it. But reaching 30 for me was a nightmare. It started when turned 28 (OMG!!! Only 2 years to before I turn old overnight!) until my 34th birthday. Then I realized that I could hate myself, my metabolism, everything, but nature would not change. Slowly I get over it and this year I hit my happiest.
#ageisjustanumber 😉


I still don’t celebrate my birthday because I am so anxious to get older. However, having analysed it this year I hope I have dealt with my fears and will celebrate it this summer. I lovely thoughtful post Mac x


Awesome post Mac. Sorry I haven’t been around much the last few weeks but I think / hope things will sort themselves out now, or rather, Ive grown a back bone and made some decisions…Here’s to 40 – when it happens!

Mackenzie Glanville

Just get yourself in a good place, the rest can wait. Take care xx

Adventures of a Novice Mum

A lovely reflection on age. I’ve felt for years that age is not to be feared but embraced. And you know, there is no certain future, not really. The future isn’t known until it’s happened, and then it is the present and no longer the future.

A fab attitude to life Mac 🙂 I hope to join in soon. One quick question, the prompts above, are they for the coming Friday or the Friday that has just gone? #aNoviceMumCommentLuv

Mackenzie Glanville

Thanks lovely. And we would love to have you on board with us. Feel free to join the Friday Reflections Facebook page. This is where we post the latest prompts and share the posts, plus announce our featured writer.
Here are the prompts for this coming Friday 29th May.
FREE writing, reflect and write about anything!
Write about the time you moved to a new city.
Reflect on the following quote: “Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway”. Mother Theresa

Thanks again xx

Marie Loerzel

I wholeheartedly agree! At 45 I’m the happiest and healthiest I’ve ever been.

Lisa Kniebe

I really enjoyed reading your post Mac. I especially like the point you make about us grieving not only for what we have lost but the ‘certain future’ we imagined was ours. What growing older has taught me is that no future is ever certain, we only own the moment! I do everything I can to appreciate the amazing people, places & opportunities that are in my life today and try not to fixate on a ‘certain future’.

Corinne Rodrigues

Even though I’m several years older than you, I’m at a stage where I’m excited about life and am certain that it can only get better! Gratitude for all I have is one thing that keeps me unafraid.
I’m sorry about your friend, Mac. Losing a dear one definitely helps us gain a whole new perspective on life.

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