Sitting on the grass I am listening to the sounds of the birds who sound like they are busy sending each other messages, I wonder what they are saying? I am barefoot and feeling completely grounded right now, completely connected to the earth and my deeper self. I am lucky enough to be sitting by the sea, and when I look up I see boats sailing upon the water, people riding bikes, children playing with each other, and despite it being winter it is such a gorgeous day that people are enjoying dipping their toes into the water, children daring to go further than the adults watching them.

The sun is slowly setting, it is one of my favourite times of day because of the glow in the sky and the colours that begin to appear, and most of all the way the afternoon sun glistens off the water. Just over a week ago I was so fortunate to see a dolphin pod right near the shore.

I have been unwell with an infection for almost 2 weeks, so the last couple of days have been my first days venturing back out since the day I saw the dolphins. I am doing much better. Despite how much pain I was in and despite missing being outdoors I felt a deep shift within myself during these past two weeks. I believe it began the day I saw the dolphins.

That day I felt like I was tingling, like there was this sense of something deep rising in my soul. I could sense that I was searching for a sign, I knew something was about to transform. That’s when I made my way to near where I am sitting today, but I was further up the hill. In the distance I spotted something in the water, it looked like a dolphin, but I thought I must be wrong. I was trying to convince myself it must be people in wetsuits because there were a few groups of people walking right past where I could see these dolphins yet they seemed to not notice. No one was stopping. I got out my phone and put it in camera mode so I could zoom in to get a closer view, that’s when I could clearly see they were dolphins.

I was smiling and just brimming with excitement, yet still questioning my eye sight because no one else seemed to be seeing what I was. My whole body was electric. I had to get closer. As I got closer they began swimming towards the marina, jumping and playing, that’s when I saw an elderly couple watching and a younger couple with two very small daughters. The elderly lady came up to me and asked if I had seen the dolphins, ‘yes’ I replied, she was beaming! The elderly couple walked on after a while and the two young children grew restless, so I had some moments just to enjoy them for myself.

I wished my children were with me, but I guess it was a moment for just me. I knew it was a symbol, I knew I was connecting with nature and my part in it.

That night pain hit me like something I had never felt, for days I was bed bound, the pain was so bad I considered going to hospital, but I keep telling myself I would get over it. As day four rolled on I was weak and barely eating, I finally (after being pushed by a friend via text due to COVID-19) rang my doctor and he told me to go in to see him straight away. Long story made short, I spent the past week regaining my strength and doing what has needed to be done in order to heal. At first when I got sick I began to fall into thinking maybe the dolphins weren’t a sign, but then I realised life isn’t that black and white.

The dolphins were the beginning of something beautiful, a sign of a new beginning, yet I had to accept that there are things I had to shed first, layers of pain that presented in my body as a physical illness. I had to go deeper, begin to trust my intuition and listen to my guides.

During this intense time of healing both physically and at a soul level I began to see things I hadn’t noticed and remembering things I had forgotten about, things that once I recalled made my soul purpose so much clearer than ever before.

I have an excellent memory, yet for some reason I had blocked certain things out, suddenly these moments from childhood and my teenage years came together, they were so vivid and the messages that came with them spoke to me at my core! To me it actually makes perfect sense as to why I am recalling them now, it is because I am ready to receive them and I am ready to accept my soul purpose on a deeper level.

I feel so much energy vibrating through me right now, so much positivity and light.

image via Pexels. Credit to Luizclas

I wanted to share this with you because maybe some of what I am saying here will resonate with you. You may be nodding, tingling and thinking YES I feel the shift within me too! Maybe others are needing to hear this for their own purpose, I believe if you have read to this point in this blog post today it is because you are ready to go deeper within yourself. I know some of you will be ready to dive deep, but remember that we all work at our own pace, the universe sends us messages all the time and we will see them when we are ready. You may have heard this saying before ‘the teacher appears once the student is ready’.

Sending light and love, stay safe during these times, love, Kylie

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